You're meant to be among the clouds
"When love hit, I rushed to tell my best friend, and then, choosing my words more carefully, rushed to tell you." - David
If you're reading this, i miss you.
hate you assignments
Moving on
Moving on is never an easy thing to do especially if it means moving on from something that you have lost or once loved or whatever the reason may be.
I moved on from many things because well apparently ALOT of things happened.
When I was crying at my most vulnerable state, he was there.
When I tried to contact you, you were cold.. distant. Pushing and pulling me away that I got confused. But he would do everything he could to cheer me up. So much. Every intangible thing that he did.
And after months of spending time with him, I thought hey, I'm no longer that upset about the past. Why is it? Oh I'm more happy now. And because my previous relationship told me to move on so yeah I did. There was nothing else to look forward for that past anymore right?
But bam the moment I move on, people start thinking how does she move on so quickly? Maybe she didn't love enough?? Blah blah etc. Uhmmm ok... just so you know it's about 10 months ever since...? Long or short?
Everyone has different opinions
but is there a TIME LIMIT to how long a person has to mourn before he/she moves on?? No. In all my years, I highly doubt there is. I just took a route that I wanted to. And that route was to move on. And somehow I felt that was one of a good decision I've made.
"Have you ever seen a dead thing come back to life as vibrant and as lively as it were before? No."
Funny how some people ask how do people move on easily.......
IT'S NOT. Well to me it's not. It wasn't. It was
never a damn easy thing to do.
It took time and I guess besides time, I was fortunate enough to meet someone who was willing to lift up these burdens, listen to me and... love me. I felt loved again, but that doesn't mean I started anew that fast. Of course I took some time and let nature take its course. I can say that I'm blessed for many things.
And finally well I'm happy now. Whether I will be in the future I don't know. But right now I just want to cherish this man that always encourage me, one of my pillar of strength and most of all the one that love me wholeheartedly.
Just another long post of my thoughts. Heh.
I HAZ ASSIGNMENTS TO RUSH NOW.
