Amyyy

我多想念

2012-02-17T00:10:00.001+08:00

I'm tired. So tired of everything.
明知是祸为何还不知所措
最好不见最好不念
如此才可不与你相恋
我多想念你多遥远
早知道是苦果
这一刻也不想逃脱
可惜这字眼太刺眼

Near far wherever you are

2012-02-15T18:43:00.006+08:00

So my week has been a really hectic week!! Really lazy to type so i'm going to type in short form for my upcoming week!

Mon - Work

Valentine's day w my bf! ♥

Wed - Work

Thurs - Best friend's birthday & CG

Friday - Dinner

Saturday - Zoo outing w CG

Sunday - Church & outing in the late afternoon

Mon to Wed - WORK againn

Thurs - CG

Fri & Sat - Work

Sunday - Church

sob OMGGGGGGG @_@
I hope when march starts.. I will have more time for myself. LE SIGH.

So anyway i hope all the couples enjoyed their Valentine's ! :D
Because i did! But to the singles out there! I'm pretty sure you'll one day have your own valentine's w your right guy too! Just a matter of time. :)

Anyway I also watched The Wedding Diary movie w my bf then went to eat Fish & Co! He's soo cute & gave me a pretty sunflower! ^_^ Rest of the details are well no need to mentioned. ;) meowww.

And once again my internet connection isn't working well so i'm unable to upload any photos -.-
BUT i was able.. to upload this little photo of my flower from my itouch! ^_^

Thank you justin for the lovely day & for everything that you have done for me including enduring my "princess tantrums"! :p
When i'm w you it's like a crazy adventure with fun, food, crying, quarrels, laughter, zi-high, acting stupid &&& ETC!! *end of thinking capacity.* ahahaha. Love you still anyway :)

February air

2012-02-11T13:55:00.006+08:00

My schedule has been so packed recently!! Work, going out w my friends, cg, etcetc!!
I really hope when school reopens i will still have time for my loved ones. :(
So physically & mentally exhausted. Need. Strength.

ANYHOO i submitted a reallyyyy simple layout recently! :)

is it so difficult just to ask something simple. maybe we both got lazy and stopped doing all the things we used to do just cause we're busy & tired. if thats what it's like after a short period of time then i don't want it at all. i'm still a girl afterall so if you can't give to me then might as well don't. srsly just plain tired of always having the same topic and arguing over it just case we're both tired/busy.

a simple complication, miscommunications lead to fallout.
But you held your pride like you should have held me,
I'm scared to see the ending why are we pretending this is nothing.
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how.

I can't explain

2012-02-09T16:45:00.003+08:00

I can't explain why i'm acting this way
I can't control it so i go w it
I'm just a girl, i won't be changing the world.

The last thing i want to do is let you down.

Hearts beat fast

2012-02-03T14:21:00.004+08:00

I've been on tumblr for the past hour! Just hopping through random posts and reading quotes! :)

The list below are the things i've been wanting to get since like almost forever.

New handphone
Braces
New Laptop

But those are not the problem.. MONEY is the problem. :/ SIGH.

So anywayy, a good news i had recently is that i'm going to Temasek Poly!! :D *hellooo tpppp*
My best friend is going to TP too even though she's in another course! Hahaha so happy and excited when i know that I'm not going there alone! ;)

Really want to thank my friends & my bf for their constant encouragement + love!! ♥
Lastly all glory & honor to Him! ;)

My bunny tooth :B

One step closer

2012-01-26T15:59:00.003+08:00

I've been listening to love songs not cause I'm emo but i just happen to like listening to it too. :)
So anyway how was everyone's cny? I hope you received alot of red packets and had a good time eating all the chinese new year snacks! Because i did :)

Yesterday went back to work and omg mega packed with people especially aunties & uncles! Some are really very angsty prolly due to the queue and they keep shouting if anyone cuts their queue or even to ask a simple question. :/

Worse thing is when the queue is soo long then they take mega long to think, consider, call their other friends, walk out of the queue and expect to cut right back in without queuing again. *PATIENCE NEEDED X100.* But i have met many nice people too, wishing me nice cny wishes & shaking my hands. :)

Suppose to end work by 4pm but i got extended till 8pm omg tired much. My manager was really nice to me and even give me free hotdogs and even though my sales had a shortage but he was like it's okay i will settle it! :) I also received free hong bao from one of the aunties! Haha mega happy! :)

I also got a shock when my bf gave me a present! It was a wacom bamboo tablet!! I was really happy really! But at the same time feeling.. "that-feeling-you-get-when-someone-buys-you-something-expensive-and-you-bu-hao-yi-zi-take-kind." :/ sigh what to do.. so.. yeah..

Anyway.. this is the song i have been listening to! And i really like the song so hope you enjoy it tooo. :)

Love you like a love song

2012-01-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!! Gong xi fa cai! :D

Really excited for the cny! Not because of the hong bao(red packets) *ok maybe a little* but also cause there's food, reunion meals together and happy bonding! :)

I'm finally done w my new layout for my resource site, thechocogoodies! I'm also really excited because i spent a long time on this layout & i was even thinking of using it for my main site inside! Hahaha. But my resource site really needs a new layout cause i wasn't really satisfied w all the previous ones.

I'm still trying to improve the new layout so that i won't have to change it so soon because sometimes i get a little lazy to change my resource site's layout hence it gets abit dull after awhile. :(

For the layout, I was inspired by an anime, Maid Sama! If anyone watched it, i think you will know. I decided to draw the 2 dolls based on them and it was one of the most difficult drawing i had to do by computer mouse but i did it anyway!! :D

& once again, a happy Chinese new year! ;)

Interview

2012-01-19T13:30:00.001+08:00

Chinese new year is next week and.. i haven't done my shopping yet!! I ordered some stuffs online but i doubt it will reach on time so yeah :/ OH WELL.

So anyway i went for the JPSAE interview yesterday and at first i couldn't find the general office at all and i was carrying a heavy laptop, my portfolio stuffs and my own bag, walking around the school until i finally found the entrance -.-

To my surprise i saw Jing Qing there too!! Haha i felt so relieved that there was someone there that i know, she helped me when i was taking out my laptop and preparing my stuffs, i felt so clumsily and i think i would have died of embarrassment if she wasn't there to help me. :X

I went into the interview room after her and i faced 3 lecturers. They all seemed nice but dang some questions really just shoot me and i had to like "think fast!!" in my head. Half-way the laptop mouse suddenly stopped moving but thank goodness it moved after awhile and i carried on showing them my online portfolio as well as my paintings in my other portfolio board.

They also asked why my maths grade wasn't good though and i was stuck at that question cause.. i just really found the exam paper difficult even though i really studied? :O No i didn't say that i just tried to evade those questions by saying other random stuffs. :/

At the end of my interview i thanked them as usual and i said i hope i at least made a slight impression on them and the guy said to me oh you definitely did made an impression on all of us. :) SOB i don't know if it's a good or bad thing but.. let's just be positive for now!! EEP.

Portfolio

2012-01-15T18:55:00.007+08:00

Hey guys! I recently got called for an interview from Temasek Poly! Really excited after receiving the call! :D Hope the interview goes well! I also created an online portfolio amyohame! So do check it out if you want to! Unlike my resource site, it just showcases more of my designs & doodles instead of web materials. And there are some problems viewing it in IE so i suggest viewing it in Google Chrome/Firefox/Rockmelt! :D (I'm considering to move my resource site to this website some time soon i guess)

My resource site, thechocogoodies, that provides free site materials is still there too so you can also still view it!

I'm currently in progress of a new layout for my resource site so do stay tuned! It's a slow progress because the design that I'm drawing for the layout is pretty difficult for me and i don't have a tablet so yeap computer mouse drawing is really difficult to control. :/ but anyway thanks for supporting me followers!! ♥♥

I'm going out for a reunion dinner with my family & relatives now! Bye and have a great week ahead!! :D

Well you got me here.

2012-01-12T14:08:00.001+08:00

Helloo again. Recently was the release of O level results! I got 20++points and at first i thought i won't be able to apply for the courses i want but in my form i was actually still eligible to apply for the courses so i'm like not sure to be happy or not. Hmmm. But i'm still happy i guess :)

I'm left with one more day to apply for the admission and so far i only have 9 choices.. I want to make full use of my 12 choices so i'm still thinking of what to apply for. #LIFE

I totally forgot JPSAE is the same as DPA that you have to at least write something in the text area about why you chose this course. So i stayed up all night till 3am to finish typing it SIGH.

Well i hope everyone is happy with their results if not i believe there will always be options for you people to choose so don't worry here and there otherwise your hair will all turn grey - white!

Here's a song for everyone out there anyway! I always loved this song and i hope you will enjoy it too. :)

I'm in love with how you feel

2012-01-01T16:15:00.000+08:00

Happy 2012 new year!! :D

Hmmmmmmm. ;)

Anyone else but you.

2011-12-29T16:22:00.001+08:00

Recently watched a new show called Juno & I got pretty addicted to the songs they sang in the movie. It's a really nice show and you guys should watch it sometime! :)

So anyway here are a few photos that i took for this past month! Decided to upload some photos because they have been rotting in my documents due to my busy schedule that i couldn't upload them. :)

My purple hair extensions!!

Self-drawn snowflake nails!! Kinda messy but i liked it!

Baking cookies w my best friend! :D

And some really "zi-lian" photos!! :/

*pouts*

I'm still listening to this song because.. i really like this song and i hope someday i can sing it to someone too! Cause i have no talent for singing. Heh heh.

Merry Christmas

2011-12-26T12:28:00.001+08:00

Hohoho it's the time of the year! I received alot.. and i mean srsly alot.. of chocolates this Christmas.
Anyway hope you enjoyed your Christmas! Have a Merry Holidays!~~~~~

Keep holding on

2011-12-11T17:14:00.003+08:00

Haven't been updating because i have been going out almost everydayyyyy!! Gonna work next week again at Shaw so i'm gonna be busy again especially since Christmas is coming!!!

So what have i been doing..............
Too much that i'm too lazy to go recall but i watched a couple of movies recently, had day camp, job-hunting with Lisa, Went to Sentosa beach and swam w the sharks, watching them eat my friends (kiddddinggg) &&& i went for purple hair extensions!! :D

I finally put up the members gadget thing on my sidebar, took me so long to figure out how to put it but luckily thanks to Lisa who helped me! :)

And since i'm lazy due to the very cooling weather and slow Christmas songs, i'm lazy to put up any photos too. Just follow me on twitterrr & facebook and you'll know what i have been up to! ;)

NEOPETS ANYONE?!!? :D Lol.

Merry holidays everyoneeeeeeeee!!

Prom night

2011-11-25T11:49:00.001+08:00

Recently i had my Prom event this week! Everyone looked amazingly gorgeous and charming! *envy*
It was fun being with my friends there and everyone was so excited!

Here are some photos uploaded by my friends!! :D

My best friends look so pretty D:

I look skinny but i still like the photos!!

After prom, went home to get a good rest and the next day i went out again for Chalet! Went to Arcade at like 12am and then bowling but didn't play at all. Slept at 5am because the guys kept talking so we ended up laughing non-stop until we finally fell asleep! Woke up and ate breakfast, then we all went to Wild Wild Wet and play!! Went home the second day. Yesterday i went out with another group of my friends and Watched Puss In Boots! It was a really longgg week for me!

Suppose to go out today but was infected with a bad eye infection so i couldn't go out. But at least i can rest today!! So how was your week recently? :)

naive

2011-11-15T20:01:00.003+08:00

My O-levels are officially over!! :D

Yayyyy, gonna start looking for a job soon and start catching up on my dramas & more of my movies i have been neglecting! :b Can't wait for so many things!!
I did some slight changes to my current layout and removed some dead links :)

HAHAHA OMG YOU WILL NOT REGRET WATCHING THIS!
This is too funny! xD

Waltz to our 3/4

2011-11-12T16:14:00.001+08:00

Stayed home today. Suppose to go out shopping with my sister for my prom but she keeps sleeping and doesn't want to wake up. Bloody hell. Don't make promises if you are not going to make it. Make me excited but in the end not going. -.-

I realize i'm always hungry. Every time after i eat, after awhile i get kinda hungry again. But yet i usually can't finish my food so i won't buy food in case i waste it.
So yesterday was 11.11.11! & I enjoyed it. :) How was yours?

.. K so my mood is really dampened by my sis so I've no mood to blog now. I really freaking hate it when she makes promises to me and happy happy say that she will go out with me for prom shopping but she doesn't. She can freaking just sleep like a pig and doesn't care about her own sister. Why am i so uptight because i only left 1 week for shopping and because she keeps dragging and dragging and dragging. Helloo people have a limit for patience. I think ah if i wait for her, she will probably only go the day before my prom with me. Wtf. Gonna go out with mom instead of her.

a reasonable sacrifice

2011-11-08T13:34:00.002+08:00

Sea otters hold hands to keep themselves from drifting apart while sleeping.
Yay because my exams are almost over!! Just 2 more papers and i'm officially a freebird. Apparently now i'm already in the holiday mood because all the big bulk of exam papers are over! So i'm only left with MCQ papers and Chinese! Yayyyy!!

So i had my nails painted!! I was at CGM and my friend helped 3 of us to paint pretty nails!

It's kind of like a vintage floral type! It's not perfect but still pretty! :)

Also i have been trying to catch up on all my dramas and tv shows! Recently i watched a new show called New Girl! I think it's really cute and funny!

And i also have been watching the Walking Dead again and i don't know why i tend to watch it at night before going to sleep haisssss.

Oh yes i also had a little eye infection and had a sty bump near my lower eyelid. IT'S VERY ANNOYING. I can't blink properly and it's super itchy but i can't scratch it because just a slight touch and it hurts like @!$!%!@#!@# so i'm think gonna go see a doctor for this. :(

I have nothing planned for this afternoon so i'm hoping i can go to a salon and chop off my locks and see a doctor if i have enough money and time. :( And no i'm not going to cut my hair short!! I like long hair :) ~~~~

I'm going to start on a new layout for my site soon after my O's too! Been really such a LOOONG time since i touched my editing programs and doodles/drawings! Can't wait!! I've even started to plan what i want to do after my O's! #excited

Shopping for Prom! duhhh.
Getting started on my new layouts
Meet up my friends more often!!
Get a job $$$$
Saving up for Arise & Build
Saving up for braces
Saving up for a tablet
Start planning for my school & career plans which i have no idea whatttt

So this is a few things that i can think of now and alot of them involves $$$$ money money money. Unless i can strike a lottery or something otherwise i have to work for it. T^T

fire to the rain

2011-11-01T17:05:00.000+08:00

Pretty upset with my computer because it keeps lagging non-stop! Apparently i think it's because i have too much stuffs :x But i deleted like hundreds of folder and old stuffs but it's still not enough.. OH WELL.

November is here! My exams are still on going and i really can't wait for it to end!!
Mom bought me 6 boxes of contact lenses because she said there was an offer, so i think i can use it up all the way till next year. :D

Alright got to get back to my studies soon sighhhh.

guess what time it is?

2011-10-25T03:44:00.001+08:00

Why helloooo i should be sleeping or studying for my O's now but NOO, here i am using the computer in the midst of my exams!!

asfhakjhruiahudaw!!!

Anyway i went on tumblr and saw this!

Ever wondered what would happen if you started playing some Black Eyed Peas on a 2000 watt rms bass? Pretty hilarious!

Recently, i went to IKEA for the first time in my life with Le En. And omg their meatballs... JUST TRY IT. I doubt you will regret it!! YUMYUMZ.

Had my english O level today.. and hope i get at least a B grade?!?!?! :D
Heh heh and.. thats all. gotta go sleep sigh.
WISH ME LUCK FOR O'S. SOB.

Graduates of 2011

2011-10-15T12:41:00.000+08:00

Yes we're officially graduates!! Haha come to think of it, I've been a kcpian for 11 years. From primary school to secondary school! Anyway 5 years gone just like that for me. Not gonna be sitting next to my seatmates and classmates in class anymore.. I'm gonna miss them. So many memories that i will never forget! ♥ ♥

My biology class!

Gonna so so so miss my friends so much!! ♥

This is a song for the graduates of 2011! I know this song is like for last year but who cares. :)

Up in the air

2011-10-07T12:37:00.003+08:00

i would love to try this someday! :)
October is here!! Yay for a new month, boo for O levels. Didn't come online as much as i use to last time due to my hectic schedule and the need to keep studying and studying and studying like no life srsly.

Doing my ten year series book again and again hoping to complete it. My prelim results weren't very good.. i feel that no matter how much i try somehow i still fail. But i hope my efforts can be seen when i do my O levels.

It's like i have no time for anything at all. I'm just getting use to studying in school now, ahem kinda late i know but heyyy i'm trying my best.

So i watched some videos that people shared on facebook and i thought i will share one of the videos here!

This is very very cool and i srsly need this in my house!!

Competitive judgmental people just SHUT UP. i don't care if i got low grades or you got higher or whatever! If you're not gonna say nice things then SHUT UP. If you're not going to help then just srsly do your own work and i'll do mine. I feel so unprepared and demoralized enough and you're sooo nottt helppinggg tyvm.

The moment when our hearts aligned

2011-09-27T18:30:00.004+08:00

Downloaded several new movies to watch! Dear John, The Notebook, Pride & Prejudice, The Time Travellers Wife & A Walk to Remember. Not going to watch all at one go though because i need to study. But then I probably have to prepare a box of tissue beside me when i'm watching them.

No idea why i suddenly downloaded them even though i know i'll probably be like T_T this after watching them. Gonna start with watching The Notebook first later! :)

*Finish watching The Notebook, i think i was a wee bit too emotional :(, i cried especially at the ending was like rain downpour on my cheeks.* BUT it was a good movie. (Y)

Got back most of my results for my prelims alr and it's not exactly very good. Failing my maths, science & social studies. Demoralized? Yes pretty much. But at least i know i have tried. So for my O's, i'm gonna try too, hopefully i won't get such horrible grades. :(

'Cause you put the art in my heart

2011-09-24T14:23:00.004+08:00

Here to share some songs because i like it and i think maybe you would too? :)

Enjoy!

Recently I've been listening to more slow songs, and i hope i can find more of them! I find it pleasant and sweet to listen to.

Forget the air, I'll breathe you instead

2011-09-22T15:45:00.003+08:00

Ok guys, i got some good news and bad news. The good news is, my prelims are over!! The bad news is the next exam i'm having is my actual O level paper. Yeah the news is actually for myself soo yeah. :(

I've been sneezing alot lately thanks to the weather. No doubt i love the cooling cold windy breezy weather but i feel veryyyyyyyyy COLD.

I played with my hair just now so tomorrow it will be curly hair for me! :) But not sure if i'm even going to school hmmmmmmmmmm.

Granny just cooked yummy delicious chicken porridge for me so i'm enjoying it and watching Just for Laughs Gags at the same time. #blissssss.

I want a library full of our stories

2011-09-21T15:02:00.009+08:00

Gonna have school again tomorrow. Sighhh lazy me. Nothing planned for today so i'm staying home using the comp, eating, slacking & *studying*. Was thinking to change my layout but i right now got no brain juice.

Do note that the post onwards below tend to be quite long-winded and full of slow laggy pictures below so you can just close if you do not wish to experience such ultimate annoyance.

SO ANYWAY, i was bored recently that i went to make a blogshop site for myself. And nooo i'm not selling anything. I made it just for plain pure harmless fun.

wtheck rightttt. PLEASE EXCUSE THE BIG LAME SITE NAME because i couldn't think of what to name it! yes i know it sounds funny*sniff* whuds w the dollar name.

I even did more different designs for the image!! No "dollars" inside!! I love these fonts that i have used for the images, it's so amazing how different fonts can give you a different feeling.

*please don't hijack these images* :(
anyway i'm keeping it just in case maybe next time if i ever want to sell stuffs i could use it. But then again, i got nothing to sell, soooo it's just gonna be a rotting draft in my documents.

Yup so pretty much that's it. :)

You are the risk I'll always take

2011-09-17T15:31:00.000+08:00

Found this picture above on tumblr and i thought it was cool so i shared it here. So most of my prelim exams are over and yay for that. However my O's are coming in probably 30days? Hmmmm.

I fell down recently from the stairs, sat on the floor for like 10minutes in pain and then picked myself up, limped and carried on walking. Lucky there was no one else there who saw but if i died, no one would know. :(

So my left ankle/feet has blue-black bruises that started to form. I pulled my muscle but didn't sprain my ankle. It still hurts when i walk or whenever i apply pressure on it sob sob. I would take a picture but you could be freaked out. Noo i'm just kidding it's not that bad.

I tried studying POA this morning.. after an hour i got very tired and sian so i went to play my itouch games for awhile after that.. i ended up using the computer. Oops. I need a padlock to lock up all the distractions in my house!!

Listening to MIKA's songs now while enjoying a cup of milo w the cooling weather! (Y)

a sky of diamonds just for us

2011-09-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

Prelim exams are here. Hmmm doubt i will do well. Soooooo whatever. Just watched a random sad video i found on youtube and cried like.. T_T that.

I love the feeling of tying my hair into a bun then untying it after a few hours because it always gives my hair this super nice wavy curve! *Well to me it's nice! Too bad the effect stays on for like 20mins or so after that it reverts back to my old boring straight dry hair.

For the past few days, it has been pouring down rain. Sometimes still hot and humid but everytime when it rains it's like woooooo awesome weather that makes me wanna sleep and.. not study. :x

I found this music song when i was searching for more random songs to listen to. And all the songs are really beautiful and sooo amazing.

Hope you enjoyed it!! *Don't listen to it if you're very sleepy.

Starlight

2011-09-06T14:29:00.002+08:00

My whole body is aching and i have no idea why. Probably cause i didn't sleep very well. Super tired. No plans for today so i'm just staying at home to rot. Yes i should study. Like later. *excuses*

Trying to stay away from online shops because i'm afraid i can't resist the temptation to shop.

Watched Crazy Stupid Love recently and it's hilarious! Love the show! :)
Any recommendation to watch any shows? It's kinda boring at home. I'm staring at funshion and i have no idea what shows to download. D:

wake me up when September ends

2011-09-03T14:24:00.001+08:00

So many emotions running through me. Insecure, desperation and pressure.

Why am i still not studying. Why the hell am i still procrastinating.
I feel so alone so many times. Though i know there are many people around me and yes i do have friends but to whom can i really talk to now.

I hate studies. I'm feeling so angry w everything around me now. So much to do, so little time.

I'm waiting for you to open up to me, now that we don't often see each other or so, doesn't mean you still can't talk to me. But you don't and won't anyway.

I'm dying to know if it's killing you like it's killing me.
I'm sinking deeper who can cut off my anchor and pull me up.

We've got a future full of blue skies

2011-09-01T16:20:00.000+08:00

WA HEE HA HA HO HO HA HOO

Eating bananas when you know what is here. Because every small thing can make me annoyed x10000 easily. :( Which is also probably why i keep on having small tiffs w him and it's getting pretty tiring cause it keeps repeating. Arguing over small little stuffs.

I need to cut my fringe. It's too short to be put behind my ears, too long to keep it out of my face and it keeps poking into my eye and getting in my face when the wind blows.

Happy teacher's day to every teacher today! Today was kinda fun! So i made a new friend and well pretty much enjoyed doing nothing except exercise and play.

Hmm okay i need to do homework naoz so bye!

Some call it science, we call it chemistry.

2011-08-29T12:02:00.001+08:00

So it was a long day yesterday. Really tired for the whole week. Got to adapt to new changes soon and move on. I'm separated from people that i'm really close with, that i can always share with them everything but now i'm going to another group, it's kind of starting anew but without them to guide me like in the past. Even though we are not leaving each other forever but sometimes there's this tug in your heart and you just don't wanna leave. But i guess it's for good. We will be able to grow more as we move on, it's difficult but we can. Yes it will be different and harder but we won't lose each other, we will always be friends. k i don't wanna go emo so i will stop w this topic naoz.

Stayed overnight at my friend's house yesterday. Love the cooling weather and rain! Ate kinder surprise and dinner w my friend until we both were tired and fell asleep. :)

the story of the birds and the bees

2011-08-26T15:57:00.003+08:00

O levels are coming! Like in another couple more months. And.. i'm feeling quite pressurized, worried but at the same time this bad attitude of i-want-to-slack mood. I've been trying to do my ten year series and keep up with my tuition and hectic schedule! I have tuition tomorrow and i haven't complete my homework, awesomeee. She's gonna go boom boom powz.

Really quite exhausted.. and I've been making x(insert numbers) more birthday/farewell/well-wishes/welcome cards recently than usual. So i have to do my work and cards all the way until late at night.

I'm glad that i was still able to rest during half-days, public holidays and.. sometimes during lesson in school. Still THANK GOD. Otherwise i will really just collapse from everything.

hate stress ugh. my pimples pop out like mountains and hills and and.. volcanoes.

what is this love

2011-08-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating due to my super hectic schedules!! There's school, remedials, tuition, cg, going out w friends & birthdays coming up!

K so i wanted to type something not-so-emo today but then something happen, well many things have been happening so i'm not very sure whether it's good.. or bad.

But anyway, thank God it's over now! I was really troubled by alot of things in my head and yeah i just needed some words of encouragement and just so happen, i received a lovely card from my friend and it really brighten up my day!

The power of words is very strong. :/ It's either affects you or builds you up.

So anyway had PE today and really enjoyed exercising because the previous month i couldn't jog, run, jump or even walk properly thanks to my hip injury but now i'm completely healeddddd.
I should be focusing on my O's but instead i'm focusing on my love life now. #LIFE.

Though we have many things in common but we have very different thinking. There are somethings that i don't like but i have no rights to ask you to change it and there are also somethings that you don't like but you can't ask me to change too. But overallllllllllll, i still ♥ you. ;)

Maybe

2011-08-09T15:34:00.000+08:00

Maybe it will be better with me out of the picture. Why of all things it has to be this.

time for a change

2011-08-07T20:15:00.002+08:00

I finally changed my twitter username! No idea why am i getting excited up this. Hmm. Been going out alot recently. Went for FOP on Friday and it was awesomeeeee. :) Went out w J yesterday and had fun being w him. Happy birthday Justin!! Hope you enjoyed yourself ;) ♥

I've not been having enough sleep and now my eye has this sty and i can't wear contact lens for the time being. :(
No idea why is it so dry! Gonna sleep early tonight! *try*

Today slacked after svc with cg! Played games and talk alot about different topics! Sooo now.. i'm going to eat cause i'mma hungry girl. None for Gretchen wieners BYE.

so complicated

2011-08-03T22:55:00.002+08:00

So I'm suppose to be sleeping now but i don't know why i ended up using the computer. Hmm. Super tired from everyday schedule. Struggling to stay awake in class, i need those clothes hanger clip and clip it on my eyelids to make myself stay awake!

School's forever boring. Which is why i'm playing kartrider almost everyday w Welyn in class. I know O's are coming!! #Likeasianzzz. But hey it's really an addictive game #justsaying. *too much twitter*
I have really been trying to do chemistry okay, doing 10 questions out of 20 is not bad already. Know how tiring is it to keep balancing those darn equations & memorizing them? :/ My hip is still not recovered yet which makes me kinda annoyed because i haven't been exercising for like months and i feel unhealthy and unfit! WHY hip oh WHY.

Been talking alot of J, lots of h2h talk i suppose.. so glad that he's always honest w me but sometimes i wonder if if it's a good or bad thing..

Anyway can't wait for this Friday & Saturday!! :)

I need to guard my heart. What is this feeling.

My kingdom awaits

2011-07-30T16:25:00.008+08:00

Orginially i was quite sad & disappointed because there were some people kept changing their plans for going out w me to celebrate my birthday. But now i feel very happy because there are still so many beautiful people who planned beautiful birthday surprises for me and i feel super blessed much :)

First off, i went swimming w my besties at Jurong! Super fun and we laughed non-stop when we were playing! I thank them for listening to all my crazy rants everytime and being there for me! ♥ Received something personal from them ;) & another present from forever 21!

Then on my birthday, there was actually no one else celebrating for me as i was going out with my family at night for my birthday celebration. Then suddenly.. my cg appeared! Started singing birthday songs and received chocolate cake & a big big huge sunflower!! Awww so sweeet! Really didn't expect them to come all the way down to find me!

Went to NYDC for dinner and the staff came over w another birthday cake! But by then i was super bloated so i only finished like half of it. :x But their cake was super delicioussss!

The next day, went out w J to watch movie! At first i was thinking whether there was any more tickets left, maybe it was sold out alr but it turns out he booked the tickets and planned everything nicely for me. After movie, went to walk around vivo and then he gave me my present! Haha awkwarddd but i really like the lovely card and gift he gave me! He helped me wore my new necklace then spend time w him talking at the rooftop afterwards went to bishan park mac & finally he send me home. Really enjoyed the whole thing that he planned, thanks so much J! :)

On Friday, received another birthday gift from Mr Yuan! Then at night went out w my cg to vivo again, i think I've been there like too many times this week! Ate and played some games there until at the end, we all sat down and suddenly my cg member started playing his guitar and they all started singing a song for me! The song i was i see your true colours & that's why i love you~ Awwww omg melts. I received the best birthday card everrr and they got me a Burberry gift! I know they must have spend a bomb on it! Thank you guys so much again! ♥

Thanks to those who celebrated for me, really thank you for taking the effort and love you gave me! ♥ Happy birthday to all July people too! Will upload photos soon!

closer to the clouds

2011-07-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

Mah birthday is tomorrow!!!! #excited. Not because of all the plans i have or presents, okay so maybe i'm excited for presents too but it's also a special day for me because i was born. Though every year my birthday clashes w something and frankly i do feel disappointed because people keep changing plans or everything is last minute done. Sometimes it makes me feel how "important" i am to them. Nonetheless, not everything has it's bad side. There are also so many little things that make me feel happy when i think about it, i still have other awesome friends and that one man who has never let me down. Bet you're prolly making wild guesses about that man now haizz. teehee.

The new school system for remedials are super annoying. Everyday school ends at 5pm. It's totally spoiling all my plans, my tuition plans and well just.. annoyed. :/

Learnt something new in chemistry class today omg for once in my life i get all my workings correct!! Like the whole page! Yes i'm very very very bad at chemistry.

I still smell like chlorine even after bathing twice!! Yes i went swimming today despite my hip injury and i wonder why it doesn't get better. But hey it wasn't really swimming, more of floating! :/

K birthday in 2 hours or so. Feeling.. special for the day. I hope nothing spoils my mood D:

The endless space above

2011-07-23T12:28:00.003+08:00

Hmm so where shall i start.. Okay, i will start w school first, recently i got back all my results and let's just say i was v demoralized :( I even failed my favorite subject! My whole class almost failed every single subject except for English.

And.. recently my health have been giving me problems and it's seriously making me frustrated. I had to keep visiting clinics and doctors. I had a hip injury and i really have no idea how i got it. So i had to be on medication and if it doesn't get better in 2 weeks time, i have to scheduled for a x-ray. Like sian. Oh yes and i even fell down yesterday so it doesn't really help in healing my injury -.-

But i'm still happy because i feel that many people care for me and yes i feel blessed despite everything that is happening. :)

Yesterday i couldn't participate during PE so i had to sit by the side and watch them play. :( Weird is that i started talking to ms alsagoff and mr lai. Sometimes it's really funny to talk to teachers, they can be fierce but so sweet and nice to you when you sit down and talk to them.

Anyway, later i'm gonna head to a bbq!! So i got to go off now to prepare!
PSST: Mah birthday is next week!! #excitedmuch?!!?!

Brighter than the sun.

2011-07-13T20:11:00.008+08:00

Submitted my dpa yesterday! And my cough is getting better hahahahaha can't wait to start eating tom yam, chocolates and fried food. I felt like a vegetarian most of the time when i was having sore throat and cough. So much temptation.

Today during assembly, usually all the classes on the left go by the stairs that's nearest. But then just so unfortunate i had to be the first person sitting way in front and the teacher w the darn microphone just so happen to know my name, called my name out, and no, not just once and ask me to walk by the other way. -dies of embarrassment.-

Now almost everyone knows my name. Couldn't she have just said the "first person in front of the class"? And seriously there's like no difference at all which way we walk.

And now, my sis is being sooo selfish, there's so many maggi mee packets at home, she want it all for herself. Tsk, just stuff yourself eating that then. -.-

Exams are gonna be over soon and seriously i can't wait. Can't wait to go out w my friends and eat and exercise then eat again.

hi, ♥.
THE AIRCON IS ALIVE.

Between the clouds and the sky.

2011-07-09T15:24:00.033+08:00

Exams period now! Pretty sure I'm going to fail so.. moving on. I've started to choose my courses that i want to DPA for. Not even sure if i will get choosen.
So i tried to study for the exams though w many failed attempts but hey i tried right? #excuses

I'm still having a bad cough and my chinese oral exam is next week monday. Hmmm. Feel like gulping down the whole bottle of cough syrup. I really like my new specs!! Sudden mega love for it. ♥

#11. i like high heels but i don't own any.
#12. i actually like short hair but i'm not gonna cut mine cause i like the way my hair is.
#13. i forgive but can't forget.
#14. i don't like going to beaches or be out in the sun too often. #lazycomfortzone
#15. i'm not a loud person type. i like to be quiet at times.

the heart of the matter, is the matter of the heart.

time travels far too fast

2011-07-01T14:12:00.007+08:00

I was down with high fever recently, it was 39.1 degrees and i was having serious throat infection as said by my doctor. I felt as if my head was being hammered inside and was burning. But after 2 days of rest, i felt much better except that i'm unable to talk well due to sore throat. :(

Parents went out to work so i had to take care of myself in the afternoon. I was soo hungry and dying until someone went to buy food for me! Haha Justin bought porridge for me and delivered to my doorstep. Then i have a random visit from Dorcas in the evening when she suddenly drop by my house to check on me, aww love you to bits girl! ♥ But cause i couldn't talk, i only communicate w her through sign language and it was difficult so in the end i just text words into my phone and communicate through that. :(

My granny so cute! Cause i had no choice but to eat porridge, she cooked it w different ingredients, different chicken and different vegetables so i won't get very sian of it, home-cooked meal are always deliciousssss.

Oh I hate taking antibiotics seriously. Every time after i take it i feel x10 more horrible, uncomfortable & nauseous in my body -.- after 1-2 hours, i will be super mega hungry and i will be gobbling up my porridge like a hungry ghost. Sigh but what to do, got to take the pills to get well!

Exams are next week but here i am falling sick and missing classes zzzzzzz. I could have sworn i drank alot of water until i visited the toilet every lesson during school time. But i still fall sick, sigh hate my weak immune system. I was thinking of DPA for post-secondary school but.. i got no talent so i don't know what to dpa -.-

Hope i get better soon! And.. whoever that is unwell, i know how you feel & hope you get better soon too!

First day of school

2011-06-28T15:49:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was the first day back at school! Kinda excited to see my friends again and the class was full of chatters and noise. It didn't really ended off well at the end of the day because of something that happen.. but i'm glad that it's over.

Today, was just the same old cycle. School and now back home! Oh yes got caught by alsagoff, she is forever catching people's attire, hair and etc. It's not fair, there should be a male alsagoff too, just saying. And.. skipped remedial too. :x

I'm rushing out all my holiday homework now, see kids this is what happens when you don't do homework, so.. do your work you lazy people out there!

And i happen to have a homework that requires Microsoft powerpoint and guess what.. my computer doesn't have it! Hoping to find a free trial that i can use temporary to do my work. :x

Being bored so i decided to do.. this.
#facts about me.
#1. i dislike durians.
#2. i have this crazy liking for nachos.
#3. i ALWAYS drink water, i can't stand myself not drinking water and idky.
#4. i don't like people to get all touchy and comfy w me when i don't know them well.
#5. sometimes i like to shop and dress up just to feel confident. hmm.
#6. i'm alittle hunchback. D:
#7. i dislike being late.
#8. i'm always scared of consequences which makes me think twice about doing something most of the time.
#9. i love kinder surprise & milk chocolate!
#10. i feel inferior when i stand to someone whom i think is intimidating.

K back to doing my work, bye!

Freeze frame on me.

2011-06-20T15:22:00.003+08:00

It has been a long week for me. Attending my teacher's wedding ceremony, working and studying. I hardly find time to even come online anymore. But nonetheless, i always have fun working & going out with my friends! Fully booked until June holidays end! I don't want the holidays to be over zzz. Back to the same cycle when school reopens. Wake up, school, home. School, home, school, home, school, home. Not to forget those annoying extra remedials my school will give.

I've also been feeling cranky.. I think lack of sleep? Even pimples are coming out sighh, a sign that i need more rest and drink more water.

I'm suppose to be going out later w my friends but somehow right now i'm just feeling soooo lazzzyy and i just don't feel like going out today zzz.

Pick-ups numba 6.

Giveaway numba 6 closed

2011-06-11T17:16:00.001+08:00

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It's been a looong time since i did this.

It's a beautiful night.

2011-06-10T20:29:00.001+08:00

Finally my long week of camp & chalet has ended!! When i reached home i immediately hit the sack and woke up to use the computer.

Camp was really fun! Made new friends, enjoyed shouting cheers, losing my voice, running around, getting sprayed with water and enjoyed every moment!

After camp, i went home to put down my camp bag then grab my other bag which was packed for the chalet and left my house! It was alittle boring there but we tried to play many games! We even went to ehub and played pool/arcade games! The girls left on the 2nd day so i was the only girl left. D: But they guys were really gentlemen and i had a great sleep. :) No photos uploaded for it yet!

Today we checked out of the chalet, took a looonggg bus ride home to Bishan and went to Bishan park Macdonalds w Royce & Justin. Laughed alot and had a great time chatting with them!

Overall i really enjoyed myself this week!! :D
Now.. back to watching my movies! Bye.

Cling to the laughters

2011-06-03T12:15:00.001+08:00

I had a new hair cut! And now my hair is very very very short! Bet you're wondering how i look like righttttt. Well keep reading. Not that anyone would actually be interested. :O

Sooo going back to last week i went on stage to collect this certificate for being top 3 in class for academic results. I would be happy if it was for the whole school but better than nothing! So now i'm still wondering what to do w $5 dollars voucher that i received. YA 5. And because sec 5 was the last one to receive it by class, i was the last person to stand the longest & wait the longest. Zzzz. But i admit i was happy :) Recognition is what everyone would want if they did well right?

Me & the other 2 top students from my class. ;)

Next week is going to be a veryyyyyyyyyyyyy busy and long week for me. I have camp in 3 days time and i haven't even pack my bag hmmmm. I also have chalet next week which means I'm going to have a freaking huge load of laundry to be washed.

Anyway i went out with mummy and she brought me to buy new specs, believe it or not i have been wearing my current specs for 4 years and you have no idea how annoying it is because the frame starts to become tighter so i have to adjust it EVERY morning. Now that i'm going to get my new specs, hahaha no more adjusting! Well at least for the next 3 years again. *Yes i change my specs at least every 3-4 years*

My new specs have a weird colour combination of dark brown-black with orange. The orange looks like those construction worker hat but i don't want to get white or black because it's soooo common!! So heck, i like it can alr!

Yesterday i went to Sentosa with those going to camp next week, this is to kind of like bond us and have fun i guess. We played Captain ball but we used real banana to play and it's really disgusting but it was really fun! Then we played Touch rugby with jackfruit & papaya, the papaya was really heavy and difficult to catch!! Finally we played Frisbee with roti prata, yes it can fly. But in the end they change back to the readl frisbee because everytime someone catches the prata, it gets torn. Hahaha, was very sticky and sweaty but had alot of fun really! :)

I'm going to go out to buy some stuffs for my camp later if i have time so bye for now!
OH YES, I don't have short hair. I was lying. Hehehehehhee.

In an instant of great white gravity.

2011-05-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

Today was my first O level Chinese paper! I think i kind of messed up this paper but hopefully i can still pass because i don't really want to retake the paper again!

So June holidays are finally here!! Many students can now kick back and relax well except for those who are having exams or have to revise for their exams :(

Worked on Saturday and wow the beginning of June holidays already mega packed, many of the movie tickets were sold out and the queue was like mega long! I almost didn't have a chance to have a break because of the crazy long queue! But still i had an fun time at work because my manager & colleagues was very friendly and helped me in many ways! :)

Alright i'm going off now because i'll be meeting besties later!

Your voice in the thunder

2011-05-26T16:04:00.002+08:00

My speaker is finally working again! & June holidays are coming! So far my week has been great~ I have to reach school by 7am tomorrow instead which is the time i always leave my house, just for some award-giving ceremony tomorrow.

I have been experiencing chest pain recently and it gets extremely worse if i sneeze or cough. It's called Costochondritis whereby it causes sharp pain in the costosternal joint — where your ribs and breastbone are joined by rubbery cartilage. It's not serious so it will go away after awhile. But the sharp pain is horrible when i sneeze, move my trunk and sometimes when i take in deep breaths. Hope it goes away soon :(

And you know what... I'm hungry k bye.

Light tied lanterns

2011-05-23T16:52:00.001+08:00

I'm quite annoyed at my sound speakers because everytime i use the computer i tend to play songs but right now it isn't working. Still I'm enjoying my ice cream right beside me!

Last week was really a great week for me, everything went well and i was really glad to have my friends helping me! Worked yesterday and this time i worked at the movie bites! It's really way more tiring than working at the ticketing counter. But it's also fun and i learned alot of new things! I know I'm supposed to be studying but since I'm not going to study anyway because i'm just plain lazy so might as well spent my time doing other things.

My schedule for the June holidays are pretty much mega packed! Especially for the first 2 weeks omg i will go crazy because of the hectic schedule and can't wait for it to be overrrr. I'm going to be going for camps & chalet! @_@

I don't even know if i can pass my O's at this rate because I'm not even working hard and everyone's like mugging for it. *sinks into depression*

Oh well life goes on. :)

Data mining from old memories

2011-05-16T18:39:00.002+08:00

It was my first day at work yesterday! And i really enjoyed it! Though i made alot of mistakes but the people around me were patient and taught me slowly especially Le en! I know i really goofed at many times and she had to clear the mess or help me solve it, sorry & thanks babe! ♥ ♥!!! I'm going to work again tomorrow hohoho $$$. Hope i won't have very difficult customers! :( In case you're wondering, I'm working at shaw cinema!

School was really boring today, felt really restless and tired. Went to Thomson plaza after school w Dorcas, Jacqueline & Jeremy! Laughed quite alot with them and i'm glad to know that i have my besties i can always talk and share stuffs w her and say stupid things but she doesn't mind! :p

When my phone lits up and it's a text from you.. my heart races. And now it's racing.
Sometimes i don't know just to be mad at you or just to ignore whatever that happens! :(

Sunflowers and a smile catching.

2011-05-14T13:08:00.002+08:00

I had camp this week! I won't say it's very exciting or so because my camp is actually study camp! I find it retarded because all they do is make us sit down and do mock exams while the other levels are probably having awesome time playing or rolling in mud and jumping off a hill.

The only thing i looked forward to is going to Singapore Discovery Centre! Oh well. I remember on one of the days, i had 2 mother tongue mock exams & a chemistry paper to do and i went for tuition after school to realize that my teacher is making us do TYS exam paper. I also happen to be having a horrible flu on that day and i sneezed for the entire day, my brains cells probably deteriorated(x100) and died. :(

I stopped actively sneezing but now I'm stuck with cough. Cough cough cough. ANYHOO, i'm going for a picnic later! Hope it won't rain later! Crazy weather. :/

Here's a video i like to share! It's only 2 minutes so pleasee watch it. :) *just remember to pause the song playing at the sidebar.*

Bye.

Effervescent candlelit closeness

2011-05-09T18:21:00.003+08:00

The long weekend is going to be over soon! :( I really enjoyed it somehow..

Last week Saturday, i went cycling at East Coat Park with Le En, Sheryl, Ezekiel, Hong tuck & Sean. I think it was fun and ate Stingray! Really had alot of exercise during the past few months.

Yesterday was Mother's day! I hope you people out there enjoyed your day with your family or went to tell your mom you love her. I went to eat hotpot buffet with my family! Deliciousss nomnom! I LOVE THE FOOD.

Me & my sister got my mom a Crystalline Lady Ballpoint Pen, Solitaire. Hope she likes it! ;) It was really rather expensive. :O

But my body has been too heaty recently. I'm starting to have dry cough and sore throat. Pimples are also pop pop popping out! > :( -spam watermelons & water-

Anyway, i went for a job interview today and i got it! So i'm starting week this Sunday! I'm quite lucky because this job is quite flexible in a way and i can choose my day/time slots. $$$$$$ Ate lunch with Le en & Stella after the interview at Macdonalds!

Adventures in the multiverse.

2011-05-06T18:56:00.002+08:00

So yeap, i finally decided to change my layout and this time it's more of a bright colour layout. This(thepicturebelowhoho) was my previous layout! I really liked it alot because i had fun designing it but even so i had fun designing my current layout too :)

I removed my playlist because I'm just too lazy to update it. And once again.. school was boring. It rained like mad on Wednesday and it was really shiok! The wind was like WHOOOSHHHHHHH. Any stronger and i will be flying in the air already. :(

Welyn's dad gave me & brice a ride to J8 and took bus home from there! I met many people who ran in the crazy heavy downpour and couldn't help but laugh. LOL one of my friend really joke, he had 2 shirts with him but he wore both of it and ran in the rain. In the end i told him he should have taken off one of it so he could change later on. he started to think more and finally realized it. hahahaha sigh such silly and funny friends i have!

Yesterday i was at Jurong West and by the time i reached home, it was around midnight already so i bathed and.. watched tv. So i probably fell asleep around 2AM and of course i regretted it because this morning my eyelid felt so heavy. Surprising! I didn't sleep much in class. I was actually alert and i suspect it's due to the fact that my school ended earlier than usual that's why. I hope they do this more often because it makes me alert in class!

Oh i also had PE today and it was reallyyyyy fun! I love my class girls hahahaha. When we're united we really go all out to play. We played Frisbee against other classes and we thought we'll probably lose because we have completely zilch experience and no skill in playing that game at all. D: Sweated like mad in the crazy humid weather but heck it was a great workout!!

After school went to Brice's house with Welyn, Edward & Daryl and we watched a movie. Finally walked home with Daryl!

I'm a happy girl!
Argh nose starting to run again. :(

To empty rooms and crowded aisles.

2011-05-04T20:39:00.001+08:00

We we we so excited. We're gonna have a ball today~ I started on my new layout for my site already like finally! I kind of like it but it's really simple as i prefer simple layouts. It's gonna be like a greenish-blue-pink-brown type, ya i know the colour combination sounds weird. But who caressss!

My class recently played this game called Angel & Mortal. We are suppose to put our hand into a bag and take out a paper, the paper has a name on it and the person's name is my mortal and I'm suppose to help that person in a way.. Everyone will have an angel & a mortal so i think it's kinda cool. My angel was v nice! He bought me snacks and placed on my table! Even wrote me notes and also drew cartoon bees on it LOL!

Anyway today was the last day for the game whereby we reveal who we are, actually many people already know who is their angel but still the game was still pretty fun as this is the first time we're doing this in class. :)

I NEED TO STUDY OMG. I'M SO LAZY AND MY TEACHER WILL JUST KEEP SAYING "I HAVE NO CURE FOR LAZINESS" :( sobsob.

Oh & i found this video on youtube and i think it's pretty touching. :(

I can't wait to see you again~~

Our warm and silent symmetry

2011-05-01T23:41:00.000+08:00

Soo, I'm having long weekends this week & next week! Awesomeeeee.

Starting w yesterday, went all the way to Jurong East Swimming complex with Janet, Joyce, Janet's sister & her friends! I really enjoyed myself even though i ended up with blisters & swallowed quite alot of chlorine water.

People is go there to play & have fun, we go there is to play, have fun & end up with alot of blisters & blue-blacks! Apparently the guys kept making us flip over when we were sitting on the float tube! But still enjoyed the day!

Today's service was great too though i was late w Janet! After service, ate @ Saizerya! I love the food there!! Had a great time talking to my friends! Laughed alot because of the crazy things they say! Went to ION orchard after eating to walk around and finally headed to Nex at Serangoon, took photos & played games there!

Finally at the end of the day.. I took a bus home. :O I'm really tired but heckkk.

And a photo of me wearing Angel Geo lens in blue! Can't really be seen in the photo but it really makes your pupils look bigger and a more dolly-look! :O

Rest for a moment.

2011-04-27T18:00:00.002+08:00

Things are crazy but deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence. And know that ... it's ... just ... OK.

IT'S OK.

Being controlled by the pull of another.

2011-04-26T18:44:00.002+08:00

Felt like coming online. So yeap i did. OHOH first a good news, well actually for me but whatever. I LOVE eating tam tam snacks, i always munch on it when I'm bored, hungry, tired, etc. At first my school sells it in the canteen but for a period of time they stopped, but now it's back!! When i went to the stall today, the auntie was like "eh you want tam tam? it's back!" Hahaha she remembered that i always bought from her! Aww. Now i can munch on it secretly in class again.

I have been sleeping in class again because I'm really tired & bored. Tired because I've been watching tv shows at night and bored because the teacher's lessons really feel like a lullaby is being played, making me sleep. AND pimples are popping out! When one disappears, another one pops out. -.-

Life's good. I had fun with many of my friends! :) Really glad that i know them because they're always there for me! Blesssedddddddd~

But then i also have been VERY cranky and moody. Stupid mood swings. I have been venting them on some of my friends & even my family members too and i feel bad. :( No idea why i feel so angry & bitchy. Ugh.

I cannot stand it. I can't be angry at you neither can i be happy with you because I have no right to say anything. All these tension between us is driving me crazy! I bet you think this is about you, don't you? Don't youuuuu? Goldfishessssss.

"When you feel alone and your heart is troubled, talk to God. Let the presence of God come to you and envelope you and bring you peace."

A lifetime for a day.

2011-04-21T16:11:00.001+08:00

Good Friday is tomorrow! And it's also public holiday tomorrow!
You can thank God for the little small things in your life or even that you can wake up today because not many people get to wake up this morning. :)

This week has been very slack but also very dramatic for me. :/ I hope i don't go crazyyy. But still i love talking to my friends in school and all the times we had when we go highhh!!

I have been carry alot of heavy matters in my heart. AHHH see girls this is what happen when you don't guard your heart properly but still.. it can be very difficult to guard because humans are just so fragile. Sighhhh. K i'm not gonna care about it and focus on going out later because i can go out with my best friends like finallyyyy and i can finally go shopping too!!! -throws homework aside-

I'm also waiting to get my cheque soon so i can bank it in and yay more moola. Then I'm gonna save money for braces cause I'm going to get it by the end of this year! :D

Right now I feel like I'm going to get a sore throat soon and I'm still munching and eat packets after packets of cadbury chocolate. Gonna suffer later on for all these non self-control.

Heyyyy random photo of me. Sorry just had to post some photos because my blog posts looks plain w/o one!! :(

Going off now!!

Teaching their wrong and right

2011-04-18T19:12:00.000+08:00

I'm suppose to be doing my homework! But well, there's no cure for laziness as quote from my English teacher, he always says that and then he scolds us and then he walks out of class. Hmmmm.

Anyway last Friday, celebrated Daryl's birthday together with Brice, Welyn & Edward! I think it was really nice that we actually we out and bond w each other! Ate at Fish & Co and finally celebrated Daryl's birthday with chocolate cake!! :D

& last Saturday i went for Janet's birthday bbq @ Pasir Ris! I must say i really enjoyed myself! :) Totally got chased by people playing with charcoal & chocolate cake! But the birthday girl was worse because her whole face also kena!

I'll upload the photos here soon but the uploaded ones are at facebook! :)

Conversation over coffee.

2011-04-14T18:14:00.001+08:00

Raining raining raining~ The weather is having mood swings because it was really humid in the afternoon and it became really cold in the evening. -.-

I'm like blasting music from my computer speaker because I'm bored. I have homework to do but my lazy butt just doesn't want to move. :x Alright maybe I will study alittle of science and alittle of maths. I really dislike vectors!! :(

I have been having lots of stomach cramps and been feeling nauseous recently. No i'm not pregnant. Just hope it gets better soon, i'm such a weak girl. :/

I want to go out w my best friends and usually the time i can go out w them is on Saturdays! But the next few Saturdays I'm fully booked due to many events and stuffs coming up. Boohoo.

Lots of awkward moments in class due to... Lots of stuffsssssss. Alright back to private blogging. :O

Something that lifts us high above

2011-04-13T18:49:00.002+08:00

Hello!!
Omg it's been so long since i updated. :x Truth is I have been lazy and my computer broke down so i couldn't come online at all! But i have been updating my twitter & facebook still! And yes my computer finally got fixed. -.-

So to start off, recently i fell sick which is like YESTERDAY. My fever was 37.9 Degrees! But it subsided when i woke up this morning. :)

School's great! Though i dislike studying, i like being around my friends. My form teacher is definitely the funniest teacher i ever had.

And well.. i can't remember anything else because it's a huge blank in my head now so i will update more when i can remember. Nonetheless i had alot of fun the past few weeks or months. For now i will just upload some recent photos to show that I've still been alive!! Oh did i mention there's a new Macdonalds restaurant near my house? Yayyy now i can go there and eat like a pig whenever i want to.

I suddenly love taking photos w my itouch because the programmes i download for taking photos are mega cool, they hide your flaws and give you pretty background effect. Well kind of but whatever! :D

@ Ice Kimo!!

@ Pizza hut enjoying mah ice cream.

In my school.

Uhh carrot soup anyone? :D

It took me v long to upload these because my internet connection is still the same, forever SLOWWW. D:

Are you satisfied?

2011-03-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

Was i meant to feel happy? One life pretending to be like this.
Do i need need to lie to make my way in life? Once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?
I was finding it hard to breath and finding it hard to fight the feeling. I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room.

Am i really smiling? Or is it all just forced smiles? Wish someone could read me at times.

Sad inside. I'm satisfied praying.
I'm satisfied waiting.

Are you satisfied?

Love to watch the colors fade

2011-03-15T16:31:00.001+08:00

Well March holidays are here for me!! :D
I drew more food dishes below! They can be pretty addictive to draw.

Recently, I've also been watching Inuyasha!
It's quite an old show but i think it's one of my favorite shows to watch for anime. It brings back alot of memories when i was young! :B

Those days when there was movies, anime, manga, posters & plushie dolls of that show everywhere! -nostalgic-

Oh I have also been shopping online! Omgggg spring sales almost everywhere during holidays. Temptations! :x

Jump start my kaleidoscope heart

2011-03-10T16:37:00.003+08:00

Yay because exams are over for me and March holidays are cominggggggggggggg!! Though I have a feeling that I'm not going to do well for my exam. -depressed.-

Anyway.. Though i haven't been much active in updating my site. I still often open up my photoshop everytime when i come online, even when i got nothing to draw or think. I just leave it open while i listen to music online, stalk people on facebook, play games. At the end of the day, if i didn't think of anything, i just close and shut down everything.

But i did draw some FOOD. Because i was always hungry whenever I'm at home. So...

Yes this was absolutely drawn from photoshop, it took me 3 hours for both of it. MY GOD, MY EYE DEGREE. Well, i hope you like it because I'm actually quite happy with the results. :)

Right, back to slurping my Maggie mee. Bye folks! :D

Somewhere within me.

2011-03-04T19:28:00.000+08:00

Exams period now. I don't feel very stressed apparently. My ankle was injured so i have this swollen part that stings and hurts like mad when i try to massage it. :(

I haven't been properly been studying.. which I'm not proud of. D:
I'm starting to be more greedy.

‎"Life sometimes gets so bogged down in the details, you forget you are living it. There is always another appointment to be met, another bill to pay, another symptom presenting, another uneventful day to be notched onto the wooden wall. We have synchronized our watches, studied our calendars, existed in minutes, and completely forgotten to step back and see what we've accomplished."

Somewhere within me, i know.

For your eyes.

2011-02-25T15:27:00.001+08:00

Some photos for your eyes. HAHAHA.

Exams are next weeekkkkkkkkk!

Where the wings take root

2011-02-22T15:59:00.001+08:00

Back to update!! School's the same except for some "fake" teachers & irritating people who cuts my queue during recess. Not just one but over 8 people cutting my queue!! Well let's not go there because it just makes my blood boil more when i recall such things. And yes, I'M STILL COUGHING. -.- My god, I'm probably dying. :(

Got myself hooked onto the game Monopoly deal. I have been very very very lazy recently. Speaking of this, i haven't get down to doing the requests. @_@ I also haven't been doing my homework. ARGH I HATE STUDYING.

Anyway, i finally ordered a Topsy tail tool from Hong Kong. I KNOW RIGHT, it's because i can't find it anywhere in Singapore, well almost the whole of Singapore and i couldn't find it off Google for Singapore so i had no choice but to head for Ebay and pay freaking more when it only cost 1dollar. -_-

Recently i also have been listening to k-pop. My gosh why are their faces so flawless. -envy envy envy-

Now here are some photos i took with my cousins while we were @ Marina Barrage! Awesomeee. :)

Seems like everybody's got a price

2011-02-17T20:39:00.002+08:00

Changed my playlist like finally after so long! So do enjoy! :) Celebrated Dorcas & Coral's birthday recently, hope they enjoyed their lovely sweet seventeen. :)

Some random photos to show you what I've been doing.

Yes, I have been watching movies instead of studying. T-T Forgive me? Lol

Taking photos.

-SHOPPING.-

Taking photos.

-SHOPPING AGAIN.-

Playing around in class.

More photos @ my facebook!

& -SHOPPING AGAIN!-
I gotta stop shopping for accessories seriously.

Well i also have been playing Monopoly Deal with my friends, at first i tend to dislike it because it's seriously annoying and i had no idea how to play the game. Until after awhile i get the hang of it but well, i haven't won once yet. Hehheh.

School is good despite the tests, homework, stress, pressure, unable to control my cough during lesson time, trying not to fall asleep in class. But other than that, talking to my friends and saying jokes help me forget the stress most of the time. My voice haven't fully recovered yet but thanks to those who were concerned! :D

Going off, good night to my lovely readers!

Run run away.

2011-02-11T16:08:00.002+08:00

Recently, I've been coughing, sneezing, having fever and having bad sore throats. I think I'm under too much stress. @_@ I didn't come online for a long time due to my homework & remedials. When i reach home, i usually get too tired to sit infront of the computer.

My fever has subsided, my nose is feeling better and so is my throat. The thing is, i have Laryngitis. Seriously, I'm unable to talk and i have to make sure i don't talk much otherwise it could get worse. D:
Almost everyday there is a quarrel at home. I find it so annoying when i reach home and i can't even have peace. Sometimes i feel life is unfair. But reality check, life is unfair and humans are selfish.

Remember do not put too much hopes into people because they can let you down but not God. ;)

I'm tired. 累了。

Chinese New Year!

2011-02-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all of my readers!

Bought new dresses, loads of accessories and etc. Can't wait go collect the hong baos! *red packet*
Hope you guys will enjoy your Chinese new year! :D

'Cause your a pretty little windstorm.

2011-01-25T20:20:00.004+08:00

School's pretty fun despite some annoying teachers. -.- I've been studying.. apparently. But everytime when i study, i either end up sleeping or have this urge to use the computer. Yes i fall asleep even if I'm using the table and not in my room. Feeling kinda stressed now. D:

It's like i got to manage my time between tuition, school, remedial and outing with friends. I want to go out with my best friends!! But.. I have absolutely NO time. Seriously.

Monday - Wed, i got to stay back in school.
Thursday is the only day which is pretty much free but then no one is free to go out with me.
Friday i have cgm, Saturdays i have svc, upcoming Sundays is going to be even busier because of CNY plus my friend's birthday is coming, I got to buy presents again and prolly start making cards. AND DANG ALL THE SUBJECTS ARE GETTING SO DARN DIFFICULT THIS YEAR, WHAT THE. *SCREAMS.* D:

I often need to take a step back and breathe, not to clutter everything into my mind and sink into depression. Surprising, i managed to get 30mins plus or so for using the computer. :O

And thank God for friends who crack jokes and listen to my rant all the time. :) Oh yes I'm gonna buy a couple of new dresses soon for cny! Can't wait for it! Especially the hong baos!! *excited*

Here's my little collection of dresses! ;)
They did gave me quite a difficult time drawing to draw it. But i suppose it was worth it. :)

Little updates.

2011-01-24T21:36:00.001+08:00

Short update! I'm going to upload a whole load of new dresses and dolly stuffs. Don't get it? Here's a few images to preview first.

So stay tuned!! :D

Dust from the steps.

2011-01-22T12:58:00.002+08:00

Back to update! Really enjoyed my cg yesterday, i could pour out all my thoughts and well it was really fun. :) Ran 2.4km again yesterday, muscles aching now. See kids, that's what you get for not exercising, so go exercise before you become an old lady like me. D:

"A photo says, you were happy, and I wanted to catch that. A photo says, you were so important to me that I put down everything else to come watch."

Happy birthday Diyana!

Heroes.

2011-01-20T17:58:00.003+08:00

"Heroes didn't leap tall buildings or stop bullets with an outstretched hand; they didn't wear boots and capes. Their superpowers were as simple as listening, or loving. Heroes were ordinary people who knew that even if their own lives were impossibly knotted, they could untangle someone else's."

So where's my hero? Can someone come untangle me when I'm crying? Can someone come listen to me now as i cry and as i'm at loss. Can someone be my hero for now? When home is like hell and you just want to run away. My fault for yelling, for being selfish, for ruining everyone's mood. But who was the one who first ruined my mood? Who was the one who was being selfish? Who was the one who treated me like a maid, like shit when i did nothing also?

-----RANT POST------

Doodl-ed again though i didn't really feel like it.

Someone requested for something purple!

Corner of hope.

2011-01-19T18:17:00.000+08:00

I've been doodling again! But first there won't be much updates as I'm going to be either studying or sleeping when i come home. D: So.. I'll try my best to not let my blog go dead. @_@ You can still follow me for any latest update! :)

Another small doodle.

Happiness held is the seed; Happiness shared is the flower. - John Harrigan

Turn to stone.

2011-01-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

School suckssss! Well ain't it the truth? :/ Anyway I've been sleeping the moment i came home recently, super mega tired.

Oooh chicks! Just thought i'd do a random doodle.

You're one in a million, no one can make you feel inferior without your permission.

Giveaway #5's pickups.

2011-01-17T18:39:00.005+08:00

Giveaway Pick-ups

Do tell me if i missed out on yours! :)

School is tiring. :( Recently I have been watching horror show & thriller shows. Dang I'm going to have nightmares and become a psychopath soon. So if one day when i go missing and people are dying, you know why. @_@ *just kidding!*

If you think the image above doesn't mean much, click below and you'll understand what kind of show I'm actually watching. I'm hiding it because i believe not many people like to see.. dead creepy images. ._.

Image Alert ▼

Lucky fact of your existence. Giveaway #5 closed

2011-01-16T15:01:00.003+08:00

I've a brand new layout for my resource site! I got tired of the scrapbook-type of layout that i've been making for my resource site so i decided to go for a brighter and more colourful type this time!

And thanks to Amy for this cute elephant! ♥

Giveaway #5.

Comment in this post with your name & text to input for your name. NOT MORE THAN 6-7 CHARACTERS! I will close this by tomorrow, but don't worry, maybe someday I'll open this up for request again!

Sitting in a wishing hole.

2011-01-13T17:34:00.001+08:00

Sooo bored. Despite the fact that i probably should be studying now, I'm not. Sigh. Recently I have been listening to Spanish songs though I have no idea what they are singing. The thing i like about it is that it makes the entire songs sounds so.. pretty and catchy. n_n

I have been doodling like alot lately in class, but they look very light through my computer so you might have to squint just alittle to see the images. It's all random drawings so yup. ;)

And this is totally random but i can seeee myself!

I love my necklaces i received for Christmas! Yes, during Christmas i received a couple of necklaces and here's one of them & this is my favorite of all!

Ohoh this is alittle late but recently i also had a new haircut! I couldn't stand my long fringe no more so there you go.

After:

Before :

I need you and i want you.

2011-01-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired. I'm disappointed with my O level art results.

Request is still opened but I've changed some terms, because i might not fully devote my time here as I have school stuffs, i will read the requests but only pick a few to do when I'm free. :)

Btw, have you tried Rockmelt? It's a new web browser and i love it! ♥
Note: It's only downloadable by invitation so.. good luck. Yes i was invited. Hehee. ;)

Move into the light

2011-01-08T12:39:00.003+08:00

I'm back to update! School has really been keeping me busy or rather tired. Still adjusting myself to sleep earlier and wake up early. I'm going to cut my hair tomorrow! Finallyyyyy & hopefully i can get my lazy butt out of the bed first.

So anyway, i got my pay & nuffnang cheque! Hahahhaha but I'm not very sure about the pay actually. :x But money's money! Better than nothing! :D

Oh and yesterday i had a mini heart attack thanks to my phone and of course myself. -.- I went cycling with my friends yesterday and while on the bus home with Janet, i couldn't find my handphone in my pocket & bag, so i panicked and we got off the next stop to find our phone. Then i realized my phone was actually on the bus so i had to run after the bus and get my phone. -clumsy oh me- So lesson learnt - do NOT panic.

Awesome earthling! Here you gooo~ French horn! This was really one of the most difficult ones that i had to redo many times before i kind of got the shape right. :B

I haven't really gotten around to do the other request but i promise to do it soon! :)

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Lastly this is quite a personal short note of mine so i suggest you can just ignore it if you find it boring.

Recently i had very very very bad cramps and i mean REALLY BAD. It hurted so much that i cried and couldn't sleep. It didn't help much even though i went to the toilet. So i started to become frustrated and kept crying until my sister & granny was outside the toilet asking me if i was alright, i was then given some vitamin pills since there was no choice. It helped for like.. 5 mins then the pain came back. I woke up about 5 times during the whole night and i don't think i can ever forget about the pain i felt. -.-
Then to my surprise, my dad actually went to buy me Panadol for lady's cramps and gave it to me. I know it's probably nothing big but still after-all he is a guy and it must have been awkward for him to buy it for me, nonetheless he still bought it for me. So at the end of the day i just wanted to say, I'm kinda glad and thankful that I have him as my dad.

Find yourself in the moment

2011-01-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

My playlist is finally working! Bandwidth has finally reset itself! :)
School has made all my eyebags come out more and screw up my body system. I'm starting to have sore throat! @_@ -spam drink waterrr-

Just 2 months without going to school and i have already forgotten almost all the maths formula. Sighhhhhhhh, got to start revising! Which means less time for my obsession = blog. :O

I'm going to start saving money more, speaking of money, it made my blood boils alittle when i realized i haven't got my work pay! My friends already received it EXCEPT me. -.- *fuming* The second thing that made my blood boil was that my nuffnang account said that the cheque has already been sent to me but till now.. I have NOT received any cheque or letter!! >:( *fuming X2*

My lazy mode is suddenly coming back so i get alittle lazy to start drawing again but I'm still gonna finish the requests! Thanks for all the requests that were sent to me! ♥

A diamond in the mine.

2011-01-04T18:33:00.003+08:00

First day of school for me! How was your first day of school? What are your goals?
My first day of school was pretty normal & lots of catching up with my friends. I'm hoping to be able to get better grades than last year, sleep earlier & avoid using too much internet. T^T

Thank you so much to all my readers for sending in me suggestions and requests! Yea i know, I'm like on this crazy mode to draw so just let me be until it dies down. ;)

In case if you didn't know, i recently open up and allow new suggestions for things to be drawn or anything that you wish to request. As in any kind of requests! Pixels/Scribbles/Cg doodles.. Yup you got it. Unless it's way beyond myself to do it. note that i don't have a tablet so everything is drawn from the computer mouse! ;) So you can either comment on the post, tag in my tagboard OR you can also email to me @ dumbchoco@gmail.com! *no human-doll requests please!*

Giveaway numba 4's pickups.

2011-01-03T22:25:00.001+08:00

Giveaway Pick-ups

Do tell me if i missed out on anyone! :)

Reasons why i don't want to go back to school.

2011-01-03T15:19:00.011+08:00

Image from tumblr.

No more late nights and waking up the next afternoon.
Have to do exams and work and homework and EUGH.
Can’t stay in my Pj’s all day.
Have to explain that I didn’t revise or do my homework due to being obsessed with a blogging site.
Will end up like a zombie within the first week due to a screwed up sleeping schedule.

/listening to slow chinese songs, wtheck with me?! -emo-
Sighhhhhhhhhhh. The good thing is, i get to see my friends! :)

Note, i updated my resource site!
These below are some of the request i got yesterday! Keep sending em in! :D

Giveaway is still ON below as time isn't up yet so keep requesting if you want! ;)

Giveaway number 4! closed

2011-01-02T17:38:00.004+08:00

Giveaway #4.

Comment in this post with your name & text to input for your name. NOT MORE THAN 6-7 CHARACTERS! I will close this by tomorrow, but don't worry, maybe someday I'll open this up for request again!

Anyway I'm also opening this section for requests! As in any kind of requests! Pixels/Cgs.. Mainly because i've run out of ideas of what to draw/pixel. I really want to draw something but well, no brain juice y'know. But please refrain from giving me human-doll images because that's my weakest point & note that i don't have a tablet so everything is drawn from the computer mouse! ;) Just simply comment in this post OR tag me in my tagboard! Or even email to me @ dumbchoco@gmail.com!

Suddenly everything's thrown in a spin

2011-01-02T13:53:00.002+08:00

This is gonna be one looong post! But first let me wish all my readers a HAPPY 2011 NEW YEAR!, what are you expecting this coming year? :D

This past week I've been going everyday and coming home real late. Let's start with.. the blogger outing i had first! I met up with Lisa, Sophia, Jing Qing & Miko!

I had fun with them, talking, eating & watching the movie! Oh yes we watched Gulliver's Travels! We had to rush to the cinema because we were super late~

Jing Qing's yummylicious onigiri!

Lisa & Sophia's delicious sushi!

Miko's cute sandwiches terrorizing marina barrage!

And we all just love playing with JingQing's holga! :D

-photos in courtesy of jingqing & lisa-

Next one is... the countdown for 2011!!! What better way than to countdown with friends eh? :D Again i went to Marina barrage with my cg members!

Finally, yesterday after svc, went all the way to Chinatown for dinner & KTV with my friends! We singed for about 3 hours! It was really fun and though i was tired, i really enjoyed myself. :) Took night rider home with Janet, Jehn Huei & Yvette. Reached home around 3am~ Tsktsk to me!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D School's re-opening & I'm not prepared yet!! :B

Roll roll roll.

2010-12-29T15:57:00.006+08:00

I've been playing around in photoshop! And this is what i got.

Amelia & Amelia takes a photo together!

I'm a happy girl today! Went for thanksgiving party today with my cell group and it was really fun! Played games, eat, watched videos. There was also award ceremony & exchanging of gifts! I loved the gifts i received! ♥

I'm gonna be going out almost everyday this week, i hope i don't collapse from over-exhaustion! Hahaha! I hope everyone enjoyed themselves today too! I'm so glad that i am me. Are you? :)

Quiz time! - 5 Facts about you.
I'm a very sentimental person, if i lose eg a jewelery that someone gave me, I can actually cry because of that.
Bad sleeping habits!!
I'm actually very skinnyyyyyyyyyyyy. D:
I get jealous or sometimes angry quite easily.
I forgot about grudges or quarrels quickly & don't hold grudges for long.

A long, long way to go.

2010-12-28T00:33:00.004+08:00

Recently, I've fallen in love with the colour light blue. Blue dresses, blue photos, blue colours. Sighhhhhhh~

Anyway, i know i said I'll upload it my the new layout at a later date but oh well~ My new layout is inspired mostly by a song, Waiting outside the Lines by Greyson Chance. Lovely song! I drew some bees for the layout too because i thought it will add a hint of cutesy into the layout. I'm just way too lazy to draw navigations icons, oh by the way navigations are on the right in the sidebar. The layout took me about 3 hours to compile everything together, hope it looks good~ ;)

The clouds part took me alittle while to get it right, i hope it doesn't look weird! I have a new profile section too! I edited many parts of my site and removed ALOT of stuffs, i also removed some dead links. There are also new songs in my playlist! But because my bandwidth has exceeded, so there's a few more days to go before it resets. Hence for now, you won't be able to hear any song tracks. :(

I can't wait to go visit my relatives soon! Besides the hong bao i can get, somehow i have this feeling of looking forward to new year & Chinese new year! And i can't wait to go out for the blogger's outing soon! :D *excited*

I've been neglecting my resource site, so i got to start working on it soon!

Went cycling today with my friends, my butt is aching sooooo badly now. T-T We cycled from East Coast Park all the way to Changi and we cycled for about 5 hours? I was super reluctant to sit back on the bicycle. I hope my muscles won't ache so badly when i wake up tomorrow. But well the only good thing is, it's good to have a workout once in a while.

I'll be starting another give away soon for new year so do stay tuned! -A preview of the giveaway below!- :)

Merry Christmas

2010-12-26T13:22:00.003+08:00

So how did you celebrate Christmas? :D I had fun going out for svc with my friends, after svc head down to cityhall & went off with Sheryl to buy presents. Finally after buying the last present, i went to meet my family and time to eat!! Ate @ Long Beach, East coast park. Yay for chilli crab! ♥ Photos are below so I'll just end here.

Oh I'm already working on my new layout and actually it's like done already, kinda fast huh? Which is why I'm going to be editing the layout here & there, I've changed some colours on my site already so stay tuned! One bad thing is, everytime I'm done with a new layout, i have this urge to just change my layout immediately, but I must resist, I'll probably upload it by this Thursday, a few days before new year! :D

And thank you to all my affies & friends for the lovely Christmas presents! -hover for their names-

OOH CHILI CRAB. NOMNOM.

DRY ICEEE.

There’s a whole world around us

2010-12-24T12:46:00.006+08:00

I'm back to update! Recently my week has been so hectic since Christmas time is coming! So in a way, i've neglected my site and my tagboard but oh well, anyway! Today's Christmas eve! And yes, I'll be going out again later.

I'll probably be making a new layout for my site and editing my codes because i find that my site is wayyyyyy to laggy for firefox or maybe it's just me. But anyway, stay tuned! :)
Yesterday was my last day @ work, I'm so going to miss the place & the people & the cute guys!

New blogskin submitted!

Took mega loads of photos recently! So I'm just going to upload some photos here.

More @ my facebook!

Last but not least, i joined a new contest!

Giveaway numba 3's pick ups.

2010-12-21T21:01:00.000+08:00

I'm almost done with my holiday shopping! I went out after work today with my sister and i finally bought most of my close friend's presents! Tiring~ But i got to spent money again for tomorrow soooo there goes my money!

Giveaway Pick-ups

Do tell me if i missed out on anyone! :) & have a merry Christmas!

Giveaway numba 3 closed

2010-12-19T17:30:00.003+08:00

Giveaway #3.

Comment in this post with your name & text to input for your name. NOT MORE THAN 6-7 CHARACTERS! I will close this by tomorrow, but don't worry! You may start requesting this button again once i upload it to my resource site! For now, request from here first while you can! :)

-This is only for December period, so get one while you can!- ;)

Day 2.

2010-12-19T17:18:00.004+08:00

Dear crush,

Frankly i don't know if it's just infatuation, crush or just normal like feeling i have for you. To others, i don't know how they look at you but to me i think you're cute, though sometimes impatient with me at games but i enjoyed playing the games with you & texting you. Though you've this manly ego but you're still quite the gentlemen. Though sometimes i don't know what you're thinking or feeling but when you compliment me i get really high and happy! I feel shy and shrink away when i see you but sometimes i will think of you when i don't see you. I don't know how long this feeling will last for you but oh well~ I hope i can talk to you more often! ^_^

Note: I doubt you will even able to read this because you don't even know my site! Heh heh. :X

Guess what?

2010-12-18T00:57:00.001+08:00

I PASSED MY DARN N-LEVELS!!!! :D WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! K so i didn't get like top 1 or so in my school but the fact that i got promoted and passed is good enough for me!

Second thing is, remember this picture?

So i casually said i wanted this on my tumblr & facebook and guess what? Today when i reached home, my sister passed me the ring! It's not gold but silver! She specially bought it for me from Korea!! I'm too lazy to take the picture of it now, so i'll upload it some other day but omg i feel really happy. And i really give thanks to God that i was able to pull through this today.

I'm tired now so I'll update again sooon! :D

it’s time for you to seize the day.

2010-12-17T11:55:00.001+08:00

I'll be collecting my N-level results later. In another 3hours i guess. Time always files past within a blink. I'm coming to the end of the year and all the fun, tears i had and all the exams are all over. Today is the day i collect my results, it will determine where I'll be going next and where i can study but i know it will never determine what I'll be and where I'll be in future when i grow up. No matter what results i get i have to be brave because there are a bunch of people supporting me.

At this moment i realized i always have to go back to praying because everyone can tell me it's okay but i know all i want is just to hear from God.
Yes and to tell the truth, I'm feeling very insecure. And even my mom told me it will be okay but i still feel insecure, so i keep heading to pray because that's the only place i start to feel secure and have the courage.

"No matter how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they can be with God's help that counts. In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you might be a moment away from a windfall." I'm never gonna give up! :)

-Yes I'm a christian, and yes this is one of the religious post i ever wrote. Kinda funny eh. But i hope whoever who reads this will get the courage too, and maybe also pray? You never know how it might change your life.-

Giveaway numba 2's Pick-ups

2010-12-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

Once again, I'm done with the designs! I'm lazy to upload it to my resource site for others to request because my schedule has been quite hectic and i've been coming home late plus not to mention i'm still working.

But anyway, here are the pick-ups! :)

Arghhhhh, I'm faced with annoying people everywhere! Whatever i post, isn't your problem, so why can't i post what i like? Kpooooo.

Giveaway numba 2! closed

2010-12-15T00:36:00.001+08:00

Yep. You guessed it alright.

Giveaway #2.

Comment in this post with your name & text to input for your name. NOT MORE THAN 6-7 CHARACTERS! I will close this by tomorrow, but don't worry! You may start requesting this cute little teddy head again once i upload it to my resource site! For now, request from here first while you can! :)

-This is only for December period, so get one while you can!- ;)

Amyyy

我多想念

Near far wherever you are

February air

I can't explain

Hearts beat fast

One step closer

Love you like a love song

Interview

Portfolio

Well you got me here.

I'm in love with how you feel

Anyone else but you.

Merry Christmas

Keep holding on

Prom night

naive

Waltz to our 3/4

a reasonable sacrifice

fire to the rain

guess what time it is?

Graduates of 2011

Up in the air

The moment when our hearts aligned

'Cause you put the art in my heart

Forget the air, I'll breathe you instead

I want a library full of our stories

You are the risk I'll always take

a sky of diamonds just for us

Starlight

wake me up when September ends

We've got a future full of blue skies

Some call it science, we call it chemistry.

the story of the birds and the bees

what is this love

Maybe

time for a change

so complicated

My kingdom awaits

closer to the clouds

The endless space above

Brighter than the sun.

Between the clouds and the sky.

time travels far too fast

First day of school

Freeze frame on me.

Giveaway numba 6 *closed*

It's a beautiful night.

Cling to the laughters

In an instant of great white gravity.

Your voice in the thunder

Light tied lanterns

Data mining from old memories

Sunflowers and a smile catching.

Effervescent candlelit closeness

Adventures in the multiverse.

To empty rooms and crowded aisles.

Our warm and silent symmetry

Rest for a moment.

Being controlled by the pull of another.

A lifetime for a day.

Teaching their wrong and right

Conversation over coffee.

Something that lifts us high above

Are you satisfied?

Love to watch the colors fade

Jump start my kaleidoscope heart

Somewhere within me.

For your eyes.

Where the wings take root

Seems like everybody's got a price

Run run away.

Chinese New Year!

'Cause your a pretty little windstorm.

Little updates.

Dust from the steps.

Heroes.

Corner of hope.

Turn to stone.

Giveaway #5's pickups.

Giveaway numba 6 closed

Lucky fact of your existence. Giveaway #5 closed

Giveaway number 4! closed

Giveaway numba 3 closed

Giveaway numba 2! closed